Heido's: March 2006

Flashes of her face, the silliness of her, the naughtiness of her, and the sweetness of her keep flowing in his mind like an uncontrollable tap. Everything about her, the things that made me happy, excited, sweet, annoying, impatient, sad, bitter, positive and negative, things make me smile or tear; it has become nothing but just lingering memories.

This young lady has become the best lesson this main character has learnt in life. She definitely has impacted much in his life, very much… He knows, understands, and integrates into himself what is the meaning making decisions and not regretting at the end of the day. Knows, understands, and integrates into himself what the true meaning or gauge for “the best” he can do. Knows, understands, and integrates into him what and how to appreciate.

Reflecting the relationship of the past do help in the way we think, the way we perform, the way we treat people, the way we love, the way of life…

It's been 6 years now.. I hope you are away from all suffereings and is happy wherever you are.. =)

Clint’s first wheels
Drove up Mt Cootha the first time with the Initial D sound track blasting!! The feeling was awesome!!

Thongwee’s 26th BirthdayOperation: Sierra TW
Objective: To deliver the homemade cheese cake to 17 Upland Road 21st March 2006, 0000 hrs.

Successfully surprised TW with the Kiong-made cheese cake. Had a simple but warm celebration.

Mt. Cootha later in the day

Nightmare or Dream??

When I woke, I felt it was so real..

The gang went to this super luxurious chalet. Everyone was present. All enjoying ourselves, swimming, ball games, preparing food, etc.. The sea seemed vast beyond the horizons, sky ever blue and the terrains decorated with flowers and butterflies. The sceneries is just beautiful, magnificent.

Then, Clint initiated to go pick up some fruits (Probably I really lack fruits in Aussie here). Alone, drove out. Picked the best fruits, bought some more food.. When I went back, everyone was gone. House was empty, not even a creak..

Went all over to look for them. Came to this transparent cone where I can see them! They seem to have so much fun! Joking, teasing each other, laughing, giving little chases.. Time passed. 5mins, 40mins, 2hrs, counting..

Clint couldn't move behind the glass, gazing from afar..

The gang went Ai Qin Hai and enjoyed the whole night! I was with them, at least for a moment! Was waiting for this chance, so that I can talk to most of them. Nice songs sung all night I’m sure, but I coincidentally caught the song.. Was stumped for a moment.

I’m 50 pages off from my target for tonight.. Worst.. I can’t get started..

Was reading my text and these hit me, the law of change says: “Things do not stay the same. If they don’t get better, they get worse.” If relationships do not get stronger, they will get weaker; if they do not get closer, they will become more distant.. (Bolton, 1986)

What I was thinking is now reinforced.. I can do nothing.. helpless me..

Melbourne cum Gold Coast

It’s been some time I last blogged. Maybe it’s because the internet connection in my room sucks, maybe because I’m lazy. Perhaps I don’t know what to write; perhaps I don’t know what I can write.. hmm.. Never mind..

So many people doing, let me join in the fun!
http://kevan.org/johari?name=lamclint

How about some photos..?