Addicted Runner

2 half marathons in 4 days.. Yup, I did it!! Heavy legs today, probably because of the 20km on Wednesday, todays’ 20 click is more “scenic”.

Can't feel my legs for now.. Running is more and more therapeutic; get me away from all thoughts. Ha.. too tired to think maybe..

Just came back from work.. Having mixed feelings.. My friend at work and myself has been competing each other in exploring stuff.. This product I've been thinking about it for the week.. But just lack some resources and assertiveness.. It was suppose to be my skill niche!!! Ha..

Suddenly, because of circumstance we've got to "give birth" to it before Monday. Arg..!! He beat me to it!! Though both stayed till late AGAIN.. But we were really excited about the work. Thought we needed the weekend to churn it out. WE DID IT!!

Positives just spurs me, they keep me going.. Just like running..

Good job LMH..

Bus 11

Often when I was on my way home on the bus, I would come pass serveral runners along the way, often the same few faces. Also, the same thought cam eto my mind: I can be them. The difference is, I'm quite sure they live in the vicinity. Whereas for me, my home: Clementi, office: Airport Road.

With my PT kit and never-leave-me HP, I reach home after 2hrs 15min 09 sec. More to come!!

Tears and Rain

Arg.. Hate these nights when I dozed off early and wake in the midnight with nothing to do.. Liverpool plays only tomorrow!! Thinking of work?? NAh... I'm able to cope..

Have been opening up the “fog-of-war” of my job, ever exciting to always see new things. Overtime often.. Even went back during public holiday, but it brings huge sense of achievement when efforts and results are recognized. Motivation to strive even harder!!

Positives keep sprouting, but it also made me realize the imperfection.. There are always things that we yearn for, but limited by circumstance. Or maybe it's just me.. Need a getaway.. Away to cool.. Soon..

James Blunt
Tears and Rain
How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.
I guess it's time I run far, far away;
find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same:
it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say,
but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words:
it's just tears and rain.
How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear. I guess it's time I run far, far away;
find comfort in pain, All pleasure's the same:
it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same:
it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words:
it's just tears and rain.

One moment in time..


Another Moment!! HAhaha..

i've finally learnt how to type in COLOURS!!!

Felt so hopeless.. I couldn't do anything but wait. Thank god you're well..

Running rekindled

Oh my god.. realizing it’s already 5th November.. IT’S ONLY 29 DAYS TO MY FIRST FULL MARATHON!!!

I’ve not been training.. Not even leisure jogging. Many events and maybe pure laziness has contributed to the lack of mileage clocked. It was about 6 weeks ago when I last ran. Then came the RCGC, the commissioning rehearsals, then adapting to my new work environment (which requires me to “climb” everyday). When I finally thought I can start my training, I woke up 1 hour early every morning planning to go clock some distance. THEN, it kept raining..

When I woke this morning, saw this cloudy, going-to-rain sky.. HECK la!! Put on my running gear and off I go. This discipline and determination came from?? You may ask.. I miss the days with me, I miss their jokes, I miss their company, I miss course time..

I really want to complete the 42.195km.. Lend me your support!!!