Puzzled about why am I having this long period of blog silence? Yea.. I logged in several times, and actually typed. But they all ended with the select all and “delete”.

Hmm.. Have really been seriously contemplating whether to blog again. Yup, here I am. Finally managed to convince myself that keeping all to myself may end myself in the mental institute.. Anyways.. Running away is not an option! Rough patches here and there but that doesn’t bring me down. Hmm.. Everything aside, just focus and concentrate on my studies here. Studying isn’t really my cup of tea, nevertheless, still got to pull myself through.. I want to score!!

Well, this is actually one of the few things I have control on. I can’t give it up. One of my favourite quote: “Don’t ask whether I can do it, ask whether I want to..” I am beginning to doubt it in. There are really certain things even if you want to make it happen, it just won’t, or maybe you really are pulled away from making it happen. Whichever way, it doesn’t happen. Lesson learnt. Sometimes we cannot just tie “courage” on the forehead and go all the way. When met with a stalemate, one will need to know how to manoeuvre out of it. There are always other ways isn’t it?

Having said that, how many of us can do that in all aspects? Don’t feel guilty if you didn’t raise your hands, because you are not alone. You are not alone, we all continuing to grow and learn.

Cheers!
~Keep your face to the sunshine and you cannot see the shadows