Dear Char Char:

How have you been? Hope you are enjoying much and met many many more friends. I understand the feeling.. Have you been on MIRCing much? Have you been catching up with the HK serials?

It’s been 6 years and more since you left.. Your face still very much intact in my memories. I thought I saw you yesterday, the striking resemblance.. The spectacles, the chubby face, the lips.. I still remember.. I remember the companion I had during holidays with Daddy and Mummy.. It’s been a couple of hols, I wish you were here.. I really do.. Remember the times when I was 13 , you were 11, we went around Vegas while they went on the adult show? We won 2 big trash bags of soft toys? You wanted everything, and I had to try all games to get it for you.. Significantly, that dolphin how much did we spend on it? It’s easy for you just standing by my side isn’t it? I didn’t know piggy backing you now is such luxury now.. I have to admit I didn’t like much piggy backing you piggy.. The prizes we won have depleted since, but the dolphin is still here.

Come CNY, we always go “gong xi gong xi” to Dad and Mum on the stroke of 12. One year, we even tried to celebrate by playing lion dance into their room yea? These days, I merely walk into their room where we exchanged greetings. Stayed for a moment and went back to my room.. Remember sometimes when we come back from 2nd Aunt’s place we could get closer? Probably, Hazel and Cliffton showed us some things that siblings can do? Getting along like buddies, listening to music, introducing our friends to each other? =)

Mummy misses you a lot. Dad too, though he doesn’t shows it on his face, but I know he does, extremely. Sometimes, the vibration of Mummy’s tone when we talk about you.. It just makes me squirm. They still remember what you like to eat, occasionally stating them explicitly. The explicity, implicitly implies something else.. They are both well, don’t worry. I talk to mummy almost everyday.

You know you are one of the few that really made me rush to see you? The fear I felt in the cab.. I came to share an ice cream didn’t I? Many of times, I think I’ve not been sensitive towards you. I’m sorry.. Is there a chance I can make up to it?

I’ll piggy back you?

Kor Kor