Released!!

Havn’t been blogging for quite some time… Here goes!!

The ultimate SAI KANG (Commissioning Parade 55/04) has finally added for me!! For the passed 3 weeks has been training as the junior ensign BUT didn’t put it to use though, thanks to my height. Well, as said in previous entries, the period is value cultivation for myself, and it is.

The passed weeks, I’ve been feeling how useless and unwanted I am. It’s not a god feeling, trust me. Down, unmotivated, totally do not understand the reasons to stay there despite the pure sitting down, role playing someone else but still get shouted at for NOTHING… Every time this happens, I can just take a deep breath, grit my hurting teeth and continue. “Da4 Zhang4 Fu1, Neng2 Qu1 Neng2 Shen1”, with this phrase running through my mind as frequent as I take a breath.

Second lesson, Professionalism, one of the RSAF core value. Though the reason for me there is the most minute thing I’ve encountered, even with toothache and fever I didn’t go report sick and probably escape a couple of days. BUT I must say it is hard, real hard to keep myself committed to it. Later I go, people say I Chao Keng…Any way, that’s not the main reason, it’s just doesn’t feel right for me to see a doc, who cares about what others think anyway… “Preparation, focus, do your best..” hahah.. Quoting from the Wing SM. You can given me 3 years of enriching but super tough and tiring training, but not 3 weeks of being nobody, unwanted… That's Clinton

Normal working hours resume soon after. Shan’t dwell into work. AFTER WORK: Still needed a few days to recover from the grueling weeks, Mich was super steady, met me for some entertaining movie with just when I felt down. Went to Sim Lim some day after work, go myself the long awaited Creative Zen Micro and a 40 gb hard disk. Though I can bring neither to work!! Haha…

Went to my 1st practical class 3 lesson!! Yeah! Finally.. The instructor was nice, though he looked fierce, but army trained personnel should have the composure. He didn’t belive I’ve not driven before!! He kept saying I drove illegally. My god.. Maybe my motoring skills are good, so I recommend LEGO for babies, kids, they are good for training motor skills. Hope to get my license soon, can’t really take the traveling time…